last year, there was this girl who kept peaking at me, when she open her mouth and talked, i lost interests in her, this year so many cute girls at work, but they all children, yeah CHILDREN! i don't give a damn if she was 24 she still a child in my eye.
I wouldn't care less for these stuff if it weren't for this empty feeling that kept bugging me, due to my lack of understanding of emotions, i asked around, it seemed this 'empty' feelings comes from been single.
it's hard to breathe, i guess i should find something to be addictive in so i will be too busy to even think about it, it's easier than finding some special girl, because I'm terrified of relationships, yeah I'm scared of relationships, is there a problem with that?
some guys have it on marriage, i have it on relationship >.>