I am Heart

I breathe slowly under a heavy rain, down on my knees bleeding, wounds all over my body, can't left my hands, tears comes from my eyes, as feeling of despair grows inside me, like a beast been unleashed, the only image I see, is a girl in white dress, smiling towards me, suddenly the tears pouring, I then realized and cried, i kept crying and crying, screaming from deepest of my lunges, from a mile sounds like thunder, all I need is to lift my hands and hug her, words won't come from my mouth.

she vanishes, leaving me alone in dead grass around it field full of daffodils, the tears stops, emotionless, soundless as my voice is gone, only a stare that shows lifeless statues, thoughtless, I wait alone there like a stone, in the field, seven years passed, and I'm still alive inside the rock, same spot, on my knees, hoping one day an angel to pass by reaches her hand and help me stand.